Avoidance

I've been neglecting writing here.  I know it.  I've been back several times, started to type, and then closed the tab and moved onto something else.  There is so much I want to write that I'm lost as to where to start.  And I think I'm scared to start because I'm not sure I can do justice to the words that race in elaborate designs in my mind.

I'm also avoiding acknowledging and dealing with some things.  But is it really avoiding if you admit you're avoiding it?  I don't know.  I know I need to stop avoiding these things though.  So I promise to be back soon and actually have something to say.  Come chase me down if I "forget", okay?  Thanks!